CAMPING

So I am going camping! And I am sooo excited I can hardly type! Its on Table Rock Lake. And even tho we are going over spring break (read: March) and it will be freezing....I am still excited. I am planning on fishing...I know why is this city girl going fishing? I have no clue. Of course we will be letting the fish go. I do have some standards. I will probably be catching a lot of perch. (yes, I have been fishing once before. and that is all I caught.)

My heart moves at lightning speed. Yeah, my heart moves. I'm a very romantic person, but when you're my friend, I love you. i'm really motivated by my heart and whatever way it leads. Sometimes it's not the best thing, but I don't know any other way.

~~~Mandy Moore

Totally applies to me. as sad as that is

Not Worth It

So I love how the last two weeks of my life have been the most drama filled ever. First of all a boy, who's my friend but I have NO interest in, loves me. And its awkward because I am always complaining about my lack of boyfriend yet I am not willing to date him. I feel like a hypocrite! UGH! But really. It just wouldn't have worked out. He just is too metro for me right now. I can't deal with his hormones...and my own.
Then right now one of my best friends is mad at me because I doubted the fact (a well-known one, apparently) that you can't wear blue pants with black shoes. And this is not jeans mind you. Its blue cords? I don't know. And I seriously was not trying to start a fight. I think she just had a bad day. Its not like mine was excellent either, but I am not excusing my lack of sympathy. I kind of feel bad. But I also don't think I should be apolegizing. Its just messy.
And my other friend's crush just started dating this other girl. Well, he asked her to Loyalty. I am like this is not good. She's not like too depressed, but I just feel bad. I really didn't see him going with this other girl. That was the problem.
Lets see. What else sucks? I have so much schoolwork to do. I just don't see an end however. I think that I am going to work on each area in short time periods. After I post this, for example, I will write my rough draft for my History IA. Its about Nativism in America in the 1850s. Its actually really interesting. But this book I need to read about it...I haven't read yet. I really shouldn't be wasting time typing this actually.
And then there's the whole issue of Loyalty. I have no clue who I want to ask. Well thats not true. I have a couple of ideas but I doubt whether any of them will work out. I guess we will soon see? I would like someone to just ask me. But don't think thats going to happen-especially since one of the boys doesn't go to my school and therefore would've no way of knowing when it was. That could be awkward.
I am tired right now and stressed out. Plus at this moment my fingers are extremely cold? I don't even know why!! Oh the heat just came on I should be warm soon.
Actually I don't want to make up with that friend.

Asian Persuasion

So I guess I knew that the guy I asked to LPA liked asian girls...bt i didnt know that was all he liked. so now i am going to a dance wid a boy that doesnt like me. how awkward is that going to be? i thought he only preferred asians. obviously i was wrong.

Beautiful!

OH!

Winter Wonderland!

Hopefully by the time I write my next post, we will be covered by a foot (okay, 5 to 8") of snow!! And not just any snow but powdery fresh beautiful snow. At least thats my hope. All day today everyone kept looking up the weather every 5 minutes.I am pretty sure all of my teachers want it too. Everyone wants a little break. And we say that we will use it to do all the work we need to make up, but that won't really happen! Oh well. I won't make any plans to do homework or the procedure for my internal assessment. I plan on going sledding and getting soaking wet COLD socks! I love that when you are sledding you can't even feel the ice sneaking in your shoes, but the moment you get back in the car, your feet are numb. That is a good feeling,

MARRY ME TOM DELONGE!

So I AM OFFICIALLY GOING TO THE AVA CONCERT!!!!!!!!!!!!! NEEEEEEEE OWWWWWW! Anyone who has heard that song will know what i am talking about. And those that don't will think I am CWAZY. oh well.